Helpless~~~~(>_<)~~~~

Yesterday night I lose

Finally I had a big cried

Helpless make me so stress 

I even didnt expect that I will cry

But dont know why once I closed my eyes

My mind just thinking abou The Kajang Obeserve

Thinking of my column that until now no even 1 news at all

Still leave 2days then will be the dateline for the news already

Even thinking that I kept try my best to help others but at the end is my column still empty

That feeling is no ones can feel it just me

I just keep worrying that I will be retake for this subject in this sem

But thats not what I want

I cant do anything right now

What can I do now is just WAIT

Waiting for the reporters to find out news for me

I know some of them already work very hard to help me

But still have some just like no need give any hope for them to help me

Anyway after this big cry I really feel more comfortable so much

I told myself that I must be stay stronger to compact those coming stresses

Today I even told some of my classmates about this

But is without purpose just wanna speak out

I even told the senior editor that I wish I can run the news by myself

But I know this is impossoble too since it not under my coveraged area 

I really HATE keep waiting especially under that moment still have people need others to push just will move!

Team work and team heart are very important

All of us already that it be a vertical intergration right now

All will died together once there are one person not assort with us

Anyway, those who still stubborn and not wish to listen or change

At the end he/she must be able to accept the consequences

Good Luck for all of us~!